Yeah. My ex husband, my daughters father, drive me to eat. I guess thats better then driving me to drink. But still, I cant stand that someone has that kind of power and effect over me. Hes a great dad and a good guy in general, but we are so incredibly volitile around each. We just had a fight and completely blew up at each other. My daughter started crying, which is one of the main reasons we split in the first place. I dont want her growing up in a war zone instead of a home. Luckily, I grabbed one of my hundred calorie snack packs instead. Mmm. pringles. In addition to the millions of other things I need to train myself to do or not do...I guess I'll add emotional eating to the list. I should form some sort of To Do list. Get organized in my chaos.
Walked today. Not the usual 5 mile loops because I was pressed on time. But the blister on my baby toe is screaming at me anyway. Just mapped the walk. Did 4.02 miles. So not that much less than I usually do.
Im starved. Gonna go eat something. Hope to return tomorrow in a MUCH better mood. Weight in tomorrow. Aiming for 2 pounds. Wish me luck!
Until Tomorrow!
Xo,
CC
Ps. WELCOME my new followers!!! Ms. Chunky, Crysy and Jojo. Thanks for watchin! :)
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