Weight Watchers is training me to be obsessed with anything I put into my mouth. Again, I find myself constantly anxious about what Im eating and how Im going to spread points out through the day. Last night, I went to beer pong, but didnt really enjoy myself. I was worried about counting out points and keeping track of exactly how many ounces of beer I was drinking. I usually end up with anywhere between 10 to 12 points for dinner. But I knew I was going to have to save those points for BP. Im thinking of just giving it up. Going once in a blue moon. I went because it was something I enjoyed and I totally dont enjoy it anymore. I dont really enjoy myself on the weekends anymore because I am busy counting points when I go out with friends. I hope that it becomes easier when its just second nature to count them, because right now-its taking a heavy emotional toll on me.
Still walking in the northern california rain...
Xo,
Mary
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Same thing happened to me when I did WW. I was tired of obsessing. It really got out of control for me.
ReplyDeleteNow, I count calories, but I don't feel as obsessed, I guess. I'm not really sure why - maybe just because now I eat between a certain range of calories. Not like 22 points and that's that. Who knows.. plus, it's cheaper (and easier) for me to just count calories. :)
GOod luck! I've been there!
Thanks Lindsay, its nice to know that Im not the only one who thinks WW is flawed!!
ReplyDeleteI hope it gets better CC. I guess as with anything once you know what your doing it just gets easier. Blessbed Be dear
ReplyDeleteThanks Missy:)
ReplyDeleteI have heard of beer pong, but I have never done it. It sounds fun, what is it?
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