Return of the no-good terrible horrible very bad week.

Holy. Crap. They say when it rains it pours. It is blizzarding in my life right now. And in turn, I am making crappy food choices. I guess I still havent broken my emotional eating habit. My grandmother is in the hospital. She fell out of bed and fractured her back. While in the hospital, they found of she has a raging staph infection in her blood stream, is severely anemic and has cancer-but they arent sure where or how bad yet.

My grandmother will be 102 on the 11th.

So its not as if she hasnt lived an incredibly full life. But I guess, since she is so old, I just thought she was just never going to leave us.

Saturday was Kylies 6th birthday. I cooked dinner for 9 people and tried to focus on just giving her whatever she wanted, because god knows she doesnt get that on a daily basis. I was exhausted.

I also think I am in the middle of some sort of weird fight with one of my best friends. She called me at 3 am on Saturday night/Sunday morning and talked to me until 4 am. We made plans to hang out yesterday after I visited my grandmother in the hospital. She flaked on me.

I blew up on my sister and made her cry.

And to top it off, I just started my period and I might possibly have strep throat.

Ugh.

I do not expect to lose today. I actually expect to gain. I am fully aware that I just did not put the effort into this past week that I should have.

Heres to a better one this week :)

Xo y'all,
Mary


Additional: just weighed in. Lost a pound. Thanks for hanging in there body-Ill try and do you right this week :)