You ever see-saw as a chubby kid, with our non-chubby counter part? Mine was my teeny tiny sister. For fat people, there are no see saws. Only catapults.
Me current see saw isnt one I can sit on. It the choice I make. Because I make one good, and one bad.
Today, I chose to walk 5 miles and eat sensibly. See saw goes up
However, I am letting my ex treat me terribly. Again. See saw goes down.
16 minutes have gone by and I cant bring myself to write the in depth, insightful post I was hoping for.
How do you let someone go when you truly believe you are meant to be with them?
As a side note, I realized that this weeks weigh in put me at 25.5 pounds. I hit the 25 pound mark!!! I still hope to reach the teens by the end of April. Which means I have to lose 5 pounds both next week and the week after...
Xo,
Mary
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Making choices that are good for you sometimes aren't the most pleasurable. But Mary in reality I truely believe that if your x was meant to be with you he wouldn't give you reasons to leave by treating you like shit. And Maybe its not right now. He may still have to get his head out of his ass. That can take years if they ever manage the feat. i know you care deeply for him but if he makes you sad by the way he treats you how are you gonna be happy girl....much love....
ReplyDeleteI agree with C.C. Love should not be that painful.
ReplyDeleteCONGRATS on reaching that Milestone Mary! That is wonderful progress and we are going to do this baby!
Mary Mary Mary...girl I think about you all the time. Esp because I know this feeling so well (taking back a shit boyfriend because you love them). It's the hardest thing to do in the world, let them go. Trust me, I'm 32 and barely did it for the first time last month. Normally I hold on so tight I practically give myself an emotional hernia. Anyway, you need peace. This dude isn't giving you that. You have to recognize he is never going to give you peace. Don't you think you deserve to be with someone who loves you and not only wants to give you peace, but also happiness and confidence and respect? Yeah. I know you love this guy, but you deserve those things. Find someone that will give you those things, and you'll see that love and respect are soooo much better than what you're experiencing right now. And you'll realize that those things are worth the wait and the struggle in trying to find them. Good luck girl- I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you.
ReplyDeleteI agree with all of the above. You are awesome, so you deserve awesome.
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