All wrong.

My memory is TERRIBLE. So, Im supposed to be taking antibiotics(oops...) not exercising(I always remember about 3 miles in...) or lifting anything heavy (My father and I lifted my grandmother+wheelchair down 4 flights of stairs. And then back up them)Im also not supposed to be taking baths (my favorite indulgence...which I remembered 6 minutes into its steamy bubbly watery perfection...) Also, I think I was supposed to start my new birth control(for the second time...) on sunday. Oh well, not like Im gonna be bumping uglies with anyone anytime soon.

The walking is making me feel like my uterus is falling out. I have loaded myself up with those sticky backed heating pads and motrin and gotten out of the house. When Im inside, I feel very mopey, tired and my compulsion to eat is off the charts. When Im outside walking, I convince myself I am going to eat nothing but veggies, have a big loss this weigh in and that god never gives me more then I can handle. Im sticking with the last two.

I ordered this dress in black, for an upcoming wedding. In a 22.

IN A 22?!?!

I guess it was a reflex? Instinct? After I purchased it I was like "You arent a 22 anymore!!" I contacted DB and told them I needed a different size. They only had 10,12, 22,24,26. Crap. So, hopefully, Im not as thin as I pretend to be? :) Or maybe the dress will run, like, 2 sizes to small. Most likely, its gonna need some alteration. Since the dress is fairly plain, Im thinking sexy shoes, a bold jewelry statement(either necklace or earrings, not both) and hot hair. Suggestions? Especially the hair. Im considering getting it done professionally. Doing it myself stresses me out TO NO END!

I own these. Im pretty sure these are the shoes Im wearing.



Sexy. And incredibly comfy. All night. Including dancing. So Im looking at silver jewelry I think...

Today is Baby Daddys birthday. Im cooking tacos. Mmmm...the fat girl in me is super happy.

X's and O's my loves,
Mary