Alright, Ive been terrible about blogging lately. Sorry kids. I feel like an ass. The lack of blogging is directly tied to my lack of diet and exercise. I kept thinking to myself "I should blog. I should blog. Wait, I shouldnt blog...I have absolutely nothing motivational or inspirational to say."
Which I know isnt necessarily the reason I blog. I blog to get out my feelings, no matter what they may be. I guess since I have been feeling SO much lately, its been really hard to get on and get it out.
I am moving out of my apartment and into a 3 bedroom house with my daughter and my daughters father. Here are the answers to the questions I have been fielding about this subject:
-No, Jp and I are not back together. We are not discussing getting back together. There isnt a prayer in hells chance we're getting back together.
-We're moving in because it makes financial sense. Also, Kylie gets the benefit of having both parents under one roof.
-Jp and I broke up 4 years ago. We are friends. We both understand that the other may have gentlemen/lady friends over. We are considerate of each other.
-It just works. We will live together until it doesnt work anymore.
That whole situation is being compounded by the fact that Im kind of seeing my ex again. He is the absolute worst thing for me. But I cant help myself. Im drawn to him. Cant explain it, because its TOTALLY irrational. I guess when I took one vice(food) away I replaced it with another(him)
Foooooooooooooooood. Food is my freakin enemy right now. Bouncing back and forth between two places is doing terrible things to my WW plan. FML. I had pizza tonight. I dont even like pizza. I just want to hunker down with some soup, saltines and carrots and wait for spring. Like a rabbit. Oooh, Id have quite the fancy fur coat...
Er...anyway.
Exercise. Again, FML. I havent done anything(except move) for DAYS. Im getting stagnant. I feel like old pond water that has no flow... gross and gross. Oh, and gross.
To all my loves out there in bloggerland, you are all doing great. You are all such inspirational people and even when we stumble, we are still making progress. Thanks for being my safety net!!!
Xo,
Mary
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Don't give up! You can do it Mary! Just keep trying, it will get easier/better eventually. Good luck moving! :)
ReplyDeleteYou are pretty insightful!
ReplyDeleteReplacing one vice for another....
I know chicks who use this as a default position.
Easy does it, eh?
Thanks ladies! Im struggling right now, but Im looking forward to the light at the end of the tunnel...so long as it isnt an oncoming train ;)
ReplyDeleteI know it's been a hard few weeks, but you have to decide that you are worth it, and the process is worth it. I know moving can be a pain in the ass.... remind me sometime to tell you about the day we moved into our house..... can't stand the suspense, Evan was born! So yeah good times there (= Just pick it right back up girl.
ReplyDeleteSo we need to think of a new vice huh???
Hang in there love!